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[30 Sep 2004|08:06pm] |
just forget about it, anything i said about it
drive away tonight you think it's fine
you put it all inside and run, and never look behind
it's all the same besides the fact that it's mine
think of me when you're dreaming and know
that i'm wide awake and thinking of you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want
just forget about, set your mark and keep around it,
thoughts that are, just the opposite of you
it happens everytime you fall
you write it off and say "well i'll be fine just let me try too"
and sing to me, when you're sinking
and you know that i'm wide awake and watching for you
cause i swear when you're there alone
know that i'm wide awake tonight
you could hold my heart
it's all yours if you want it
i'm letting you know now
dont wait...just tell me all about it
umm hummm dee dum. went to class today. it was good. the teacher liked my paper, which is cool b/c i had no clue what to write. and the final draft isnt due til umm tuesday so i have loads of time to make it super awesome. i have to work tomorrow from 7-3 instead of 12-3..yuck on a stick. this sucks so bad. but at least no work on the weekends anymore. even tho they call me both days and ask me to come in anyways..i just never answer the phone. they called me at 7:30 on a saturday morning once, im like jesus fucking christ do you miss me that much?? i dont care how many times they call me, its the weekend and im not freakin working! lol i went to see sarah yesturday! =)=)=) it was sooo good to see her like i can't even tell you. just awesome. i looove her. i get my bottom braces off november 11th. =) dont know bout the top yet tho..stupid tooth is not in place yet. rawrr. anyways yea that kinda all i gotta say. laterrr dudes!
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hm hmm hmmm. so what have i been up toooo lately... thursday was my 18th birthday! yay =) I got some pretty cool shit from my family and they were super nice! even my brother and my step brother got me something, it was the sweetest thing. i really didnt expect either of them to get me anything. and my mom and step daddidnt even help them like pay for shit. not even pattycakes! awww my little bro is the awesomeest brother ever. I didnt really get to see seany on my bday cuz hes still up at school. but i saw him yesturday which was gooood, i got a big hug. awww i miss my brother seany! so last night i went to a show at the empress with matt dennis and justin, and it was really fun...reallllly freakin hot in there thhooo. and then on the highway between torrington and winsted...my car brokeee! lol so i called my dad to come pick me up. pooor lumina =( i'm going to miss that thing....but maybe it just ran out of gas, lol im not sure. but i dont think soooo. oh and i forgot to say, yesturday my mommy took me to get a manicure and pedicure for my birthday so now i have bright pink finger and toe nails! yay hehe. anyways thats it for now...leave some commeeeeennnnnttttssssssss!
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[17 Sep 2004|07:33pm] |
alk3trio33 (7:10:57 PM): i juxg want to tell you that i thinkn u are an amazing person
alk3trio33 (7:11:04 PM): but not in a sexual kind of way
alk3trio33 (7:11:10 PM): i just think youa re great
alk3trio33 (7:11:21 PM): and you always will be
alk3trio33 (7:11:32 PM): and please dont ever chnage for anyone
aww kris!! thanks for those drunken messages..they made my nite! =)
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Stressed about this paper i have to write.
Made up with an old friend last night, and it felt good.
Kinda nauseated =/
Home alone =( i think i'm gonna go out and find something to occupy myself for a few hours.
Bro was searched for drugs at good old Mills today. God I miss that place...NOT. fuck you he's not a drug dealer you fucking assholes. You have no idea what he's going through and you just make shit worse.
6 days til I'm 18! =)
'And I miss you, don't you miss me?'
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this song is so awesome, it has made my day better. My little brother is kinda sick. not like sick sick. he has something wrong with his heart. they have to come on wednesday and put a heart monitor on him and stuff and then he has to get surgery on it sometime. i dunno im just kinda worried about him. well not kinda, like alot. i'm scared, i cant imagine what hes going through...*sigh*
Atreyu - the Remembrance ballad
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become
Of my immortal soul of this eternal flame
Will you remember?
Will your heart sing with pain?
Who calls out my name?
Who can tell me what happens
When my eyes close for the last time?
Does it all simply end in a blanket of darkness
What of my soul, what of my soul?
All those things you couldn't say
You should've said
All those I-love-you's lost
Weighed more like lead on your chest
What if I could take back all those misspent days?
Every second of anger, I would wash my sins away
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so today i woke up early and i went to that walk against heart disease in hartford with my mom and some of her co-workers. we walked 5 miles. wooooohoo. lol they gave me this white flower at the end b.c my grandpa died from heart diease, and i got some subway so i was pretty stoked. then i think later today me and momma are gonna go buy hairdye and prolly dye my hair. im thinking...a lighter brown with a lil bit of highlights. i dunno i just feel like i need a little bit of a change. so i called and got my schedule for next week. he only gave me monday and wednesday again. ohh well i like having friday off anyways. momma told me what she got me for my birthday, she got me an apointment to get my nails done and a peticure. I hope i dont kick them or laugh the whole time, i hate when ppl touch my feet. I also ordered one of those lance armstrong live strong bracelets i have been wanting on ebay today, so yay maybe that will come soon. umm yea i guess thats it for now. leave me a comment please! so i feel special<3
**Can I sell this sunrise
in return for a sunset..yeaaa
Can I just be here one more day
until my sunburn fades away
Ive asked one-hundred times what going on
but it went through one ear and out the other one
oh can i take a palm tree home with me
for the memory of you when I'm at home**
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[09 Sep 2004|10:20am] |
I run away from problems.
I'm insecure with myself.
I judge myself more then others do.
I'm stubborn.
I'm afraid of conflict, especially with the people I love.
I belive in fate, and signs.
I believe the safest place in the world is in the arms of someone you love.
I'm bad at holding feelings in.
I cry alot.
I'd do anything for someone I love.
I am beautiful, in my own way.
I am crazy.
I'm afraid to stand up for myself.
I'd rather sing in front of a group of people then talk.
I hate my feet.
I am naive, and too trusting.
I dont say or do anything I dont mean.
If I believe in something, I won't give up
I am a strong person.
I belive that life is what you make it.
I don't believe everything happens for a reason.
I don't belive in heaven or hell.
I believe in god.
I'm a big fan of learning from your mistakes.
I believe people can change.
I want you to like me for who I am.
I'd do anything to be with someone I love.
I believe in second chances, and new beginings.
I believe that some dreams do come true.
I love the feeling you get knowing you made someone else happy.
I hate regret.
I believe it's never too late.
I'm not perfect.
I don't have enough confidence.
I love my eyes.
I have secrets.
I love my disfunctional family.
I'm messy.
I hate being the center of attention.
I love to sit and do nothing.
I dont't belive in luck.
I'm not afraid of who I am.
I belive in Love.
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[28 Aug 2004|09:45pm] |
BORED AS FUCKKKKKKKKK...yup its stolen...so steal it if you want to.
.[EMO].
xx.Do you enjoy depressing music? yes
xx.What makes you sigh? feeling helpless
xx.How many hours a day, on average, do you spend feeling sorry for yourself? i dunno i hope not a lot. maybe like 1 or 2
xx.Who or what always brings you down? dealing with life and family shit
xx.Do you wear glasses? no
xx.What frightens you? being alone, spiders, bugs, snakes, rats, yea all nasty things like that
xx.Do you wear sweaters all the time? haha no.
xx.What makes you tick? umm stupid ppl
xx.How many times has your heart been broken? ive been hurt alot but i dont know if my hearts ever been broken
xx.What do you think of Dashboard Confessional? they effing rock my sucks
.[PUNK].
xx.Tell me about that time you broke that law? haha umm drinking, smoking, driving while smoking, buying ciggarettes, running red lights, driving too fast.. you mean all that shit..?
xx.What or who pisses you off? ppl that are fake, ppl that dont listen, stupid customers at work
xx.Would you rather date a sissy or a homebody? whatever. lol
xx.Sex or drugs or breaking stuff? breaking stuff is kinda fun.
xx.The Clash or The Ramones? the ramones
xx.What do you think about Anarchy? i think its funny, but yea we kinda need a government
xx.Tell me about a prank you played! umm, i dont know
xx.Do you do things that are "bad for your body"? thats definatly a yes
xx.How many times have/were you kicked out of that place? which place?
xx.Are you in trouble all the time? no not really
.[GOTH].
xx.Do you want to die? no
xx.What do you think about graveyards? kinda scary if you alone at night but otherwise fine
xx.Do you write poetry often? yes
xx.How much black clothing do you own? alot
xx.What type of makeup do you wear? i need my eyeliner, but other then that whatever
xx.What do you think about pain? i dont like it
xx.Masochism or sadism? if i knew what that was i'd tell you
xx.How do you feel about the rest of the world? there are a lot of dumb ppl out there
xx.Do you cry often? not really but when i do have my crying moments, i cant stop
xx.What do you think about vampires? sure. lol
.[METAL].
xx.How messy are you in general? im not that messy, i just dont like to clean
xx.Do you bang your head on things repeatedly? not recently
xx.What do you think of mullets? can you say...ewwww
xx.When did you start drinking alchohol? 16
xx.Do you go to concerts often? whenever a good one is around
xx.What bands rock your pants off? a whole shit load of them that would take me like 5 years to type
xx.What do you think about violence? i dont want to get hurt, but yea sure other ppl i dont care about, i dont reallly giive a fuck
xx.Who or what makes you homicidal? stupid ppl at work
xx.How wild are you in general? not very
.[GRUNGE].
xx.Are you wearing any clean clothes right now?yes i am
xx.How often do you do the laundry, anyway? when i run out of shit to wear
xx.Do you wear flannel shirts a lot? NO
xx.When was the last time you showered? like a few hours ago
xx.Do you speak clearly? umm prolly not
xx.Are you a lazy person? yes
xx.Do you play any instruments? not really
xx.Who or what do you rant about a lot? how work sucks b/c i have to wake up early
xx.Empathy or Sympathy? empathy
xx.What do you think about Nirvana? very very good band
.[INDIE].
xx.What makes you different from the rest of them? the rest of who?
xx.Who or what makes you bitter? well since my name means "bitter one" lol i would assume alot.
xx.What was the last big decision you made? mayo or honey mustard!
xx.Are you a happy-go-lucky type of person? yea most of the time
xx.What do you think about conformity? i dont like it, i hate being told what to do
xx.How hard do you work to get what you want? if its something i really want, i'll do anything
xx.What do you resent? ppl whos parents buy them everything and they never have to work for anything, or learn anything or have responsibility
xx.Why might some people consider you to be an asshole? cuz sometimes i can be a baby and be bitchy
xx.Do you trust others? yes too much sometimes
xx.Are you a loyal friend? yes, very
.[RAP].
xx.Do you live in the ghetto? lol no
xx.Have you ever even held a gun before? yea some one that ricky had that i was gonna kill the rooster with...dumb fucker!
xx.How much bling do you own? umm i dont
xx.Would you rather be bustin' caps or rollin' joints? haha rollin' joints!
xx.Big butts or big boobs? neither, i dont want a fat ass or huge tits
xx.What's your best pickup line? "excuse me but do you have a map, cuz i just got lost in your eyes." lol
xx."Fo' Sho" or "Yeah, son"? na na.. its fo shizzle!
xx.What race are most of your friends? the human race
xx.Ever been to prison? on a school field trip
.[POP].
xx.Who or what makes you so excited you piss your pants? johnny depp
xx.Prep or Yuppie? prep
xx.How much money do you spend on bad music? why would i waste money?
xx.Justin Timberlake or Nick Carter? justin
xx.Do you like mainstream music? yes
xx.Do you want to be a pop diva? no
xx.How many times, on average, do you say "like"? prolly alot but i dont notice
xx.Ditsy or just plain stupid? i think just plain stupid ppl are funny, ditsy ppl are annoying b/c they try to be stupid
A n g e r:
...Do you have a quick temper?: not really
...What do you do when you're mad?: im really quite til i cant hold it in anymore then i flip out, and i swear ALOT
...What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: I threw a golf club at pat and it went through two layers of glass and across the driveway , and i fucking missed him! grr
...If you can take back time, would you have never done this?:no b/c i got in a lot of trouble
...Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes
...Ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: yes
...Do you curse when you're mad?: YES
C r y i n g:
...When was the last time you really cried your heart out?: july
...Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
...Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes
...Ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes many times
...Do you cry when you get an injury?: if it hurts enough
...Do certain songs make you cry? depends what kinda mood im in
...Can you make yourself cry?: haha yes, i did that to get outs trouble in film once.
P a i n:
...What's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: just some shit...
...What's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: i dunno
...What's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: i dunno broken there heart prolly
...Ever had a painful break up?: not really
...What about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: what about it?
...How depressed can you get?: very
...Do you inflict pain on yourself?: no
H a p p y:
...Are you normally a happy person?: yes
...What can make you happy?: friends, music, having money, sometimes my family
...Do you wish you were happier?: yes
...What makes you the happiest?: friends
...Is being happy overrated?: no def. not
...What about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: yup more then anything
...Can music make you happy?: DUH!
L o v e:
...How many times have you had your heart broken?: i've been hurt a bunch, but im not sure my heart has been broken, maybe tho
...Do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
...Have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: thats not really something you can plan and know, its something that just happens, and i hope that situation never comes
...Did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no, thatd really suck tho huh?
...Ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: Yes
...Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said, "I love you" to you?: no
...Ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say, "I love you?": no
H a t e:
...Who do you actually hate?: no none i can think of at the moment
...Ever made a hit list?: haha no
...Have you ever been on a hit list?: i hope not, but maybe
...Are you a mean bully?: do i look like one?
...Do you hate George Bush?: HATE is not a strong enough word.
S e l f - E s t e e m:
...Is your self-esteem extremely low?: yea
...Do you believe in yourself?: meh
...When people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: yea sometimes
...Are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: sometimes i think im ugly. im def not fat and im not dumb!
...Ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: no
...Are you happy with who you are?: yes most days
...Do you wish you can be someone else?: no
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I'm not quite sure what to write, but i was bored and in need of something to occupy me. SO I said hey maybe i'll update my journal. Yea but i really have nothing that great to write about. Work has been fine, just really exhausting. I start class tuesday. My 18th birthday is less then a month away. I have to get the address changed on my lisence sometime soon. I have to register to vote in winsted, even tho i am registered in burlington. dad called my mom the other day and said hes been telling me to switch my address on my lisence, which is bullshit, he hasnt said anything since liek a month after i got my lisence. so whatever. he also wants me to clean my room up there. grr cleaning blows. ughhh i'm so getting a maid when i am older. ya i guess thats it for now in my borning life. i'm still bored now tho. lol maybe i'll find a cool survey to post or something. p e a c e d u d e s.
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OMG I'm turning into a workaholic. this is my life..
Today: work 6-3:30
Tomorrow: work 7-12
Monday: work 6-12
Tuesday: BEACH..thank god!
Wednesday: work 6-12
Thursday: Orientation for school
Friday: work 6-12
Saturday: work 6-12
Sunday 7-12
...and god who knows how many extra hours I will take, b/c i always end up staying late and covering for ppl. and plus the schedule isnt out til after that but i bet its pretty similar to that. WEEE who loves donuts?? I DOOOO. lol dude today was so scarry working all alone with like only 6 teenage girls in the store during that HUGE thunder and lightning storm...plus fucking gay ppl at drive thru refused to roll down there windows..so we wrote them notes back and forth on paper to find out what they wanted. its times like that i wish i took sign language at school. lol anwaysss..bedtime for me! nite nite world...i leave you with the song of the night. It's by The Who..rock on dudes.
"Baba O'Riley"
Out here in the fields
I fight for my meals
I get my back into my living
I don't need to fight
To prove I'm right
I don't need to be forgiven
Don't cry
Don't raise your eye
It's only teenage wasteland
Sally ,take my hand
Travel south crossland
Put out the fire
Don't look past my shoulder
The exodus is here
The happy ones are near
Let's get together
Before we get much older
Teenage wasteland
It's only teenage wasteland
Teenage wasteland
Oh, oh
Teenage wasteland
They're all wasted!
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i really feel like shit tonight. prolly just because i am overtired, but i dunno. i constantly feel over looked. i dunno there isnt even words to say how i feel, i guess thats why i am so frustrated. theres so much confussion in my head right now, i just want it to fucking go away. why is nothing ever easy, or simple?
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| longest survey ever. read it if you want, and fill it out if you want, good luck sparkyplug! |
[17 Aug 2004|12:17am] |
(1) What is your name? Molly
(2) Are you happy with it? sure
(3)Are you named after anyone? Molly Ringwald
(4) Are you a prostitute? yeah, but you can't afford me ;)
(5) Your screenname: Mollipop04
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? lol no
(7) Then what would you name your children? i always change my mind, but at the moment i like the name Candace Mackenzie.
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? Patrick(9) If you could switch names with a friend,who would that be? i dont think i would switch
(10) Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? nooo but they spell it wrong sometimes..mollie, or molli
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? we'll find out if i ever become famous
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(12) Your gender: female
(13) Straight/gay/bi? straight
(14) Single? yup
(15) Want to be? yea for right now
(16) Your birthday: 09/23/86
(17) Your age: 17
(18) Age you act: 17-18ish
(19) Age you wish you were: 25
(20) Your height: 5'2"
(21) The color of your eyes: blue/grey/green with little brown flecks
(22) Happy with it? yes very
(23) The color of your hair? brunette
(24) Happy with it? yep
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? righty but i eat lefty
(26) Your living arrangement? sometimes moms sometimes dads
(27) Your "family": mom dad buddy gram sean pat ricky ryan gina and of course all my friends
28) Have any pets?: 2 cats
(29) What's your job: Dunkin Donuts
(30) Piercings? 6
(31) Tattoos? not yet
(32) Obsessions? none that i can think of
(33) Addictions? nah
(35) Do you speak another language? no
36) Have a favorite quote? not at the moment
37) Do you have a webpage? nooo
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(38) Do you live in the moment? i try my best to
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
(40) Do you have any secrets? dont we all
(41) Do you hate yourself? no
(42) Do you like your handwriting? not really
(43) Do you have any bad habits? bite my nails sometimes
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? ur so skinny
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? SuperStar!
(46) What's your biggest fear? being completly alone
(47) Can you sing? yea pretty good i guess
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? yea prolly when i was a little kid
(49) Are you a loner? no
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? go to school and do good and get a god job
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? fuck yea
(52) Are you a daredevil? ehh i dont consider myself one
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? to trusting
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? both
(55) Have you got a journal? what do you call this sparky?
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength-compassion, weakness-lazy
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? im not sure
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. you can only drink out of one. which one? love
(59) How do you vent? get bitchy
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? very, if i wasnt i wouldnt be here
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? there is no regret there is only choice
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? eventful
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? to accept the things i can not change
(64) What do you like the most about your body? i like most of my body
(65) And least? feet, and small boobs
(66) Do you think you are good looking? yea
(67) Are you confident? i wish i was more confident
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? i have no idea
(69) Do people know how you feel? only people the people close to me
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? by people who dont take the time to know the real me, yes
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(71) Smoke? occasionally
(72) Do drugs? i have
(73) Read the newspaper? no
(74) Pray? no, but i make exceptions for some ppl
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers? yes all the time
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? yeah! squirt
(78) Take walks in the rain? yea i like doing that
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? yeah
(80) Drive? yep all the time
(81) Like to drive fast? yea
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(82) Like your voice? yeah
(83) Hurt yourself? not on purpose
(84) Been out of the country? no
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? i dunno
(88) Been in love? not sure
(89) Done drugs? yup
(90) Gone skinny dipping? not yet, but someday
(91) Had a medical emergency? yes
(92) Had a surgery? yes
(93) Ran away from home? yes
(94) Played strip poker? no
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? no
(97) Been picked on? havent we all
(98) Been on stage? yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? lol what? does that even make sense? but yes i have been very drunk before
(100) Slept outdoors? in a tent, yes
(101) Thought about suicide? yea a long time ago
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? yep
(103) If yes, what is your record? 38 hours
(104) Gone one day without food? yea when i had pnemonia
(105) Talked on the phone all night? yep
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? yes a few times
(107) Slept all day? yep
(108) Killed someone? not yet..muhaha
(109) Made out with a stanger? nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger? nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy? no i dont think i know, i am crazy!
(112) Kissed the same sex? yes, but not with my toungue, thats nasty.
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? no
(114) Been betrayed? yea prolly
(115) Had a dream that came true? yes
(116) Broken the law? yep many times
(117) Met a famous person? depends what you concider famous
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? lol yes a racoon,and a possum
(121) On purpose? yea my fish
(124) Threesome? no
(125) Orgy? nope
(126) Whip cream? yes
(127) Bondage? nope
(128) Whipped/gotten whipped? nope
(129) Blindfolded? nope
(130) Tied someone up/been tied up? noppeee
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(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah prolly
(146) Stolen anything? yes
(147) Been on radio/tv? cops? yea
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? yep
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? nope
(150) Considered religious vocation? fuck no
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance? no
(152) Bungee jumped? nope
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yea just recently, i keep seeing the same person in my dreams
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(154) Shoe brand? i like walmart flip flops. lol
(155) Brand of clothing? basically anything at pacsun
(156) Cologne/perfume? adidas
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? School - Jeans and a hoodie, Work - khaki pants, dd shirt, and my visor
(158) How about parties? jeans and a shirt
(159) Wear hats? nah
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? not really
(161) Wear make-up? yes
(162) Favourite place to shop? pacsun
(163) Favourite article of clothing? tilt jeans
(164) Are you trendy? i supose
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? FUCK NO, I HATED THAT
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? yes
(167) Miracles? no
(168) Astrology? no
(169) Magic? no
(170) God? no
(171) Satan? no
(172) Santa? no
(173) Ghosts? no
(174) Luck? yes
(175) Love at first sight? no
(176) Ying and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? yes
(177) Witches? no
(178) Easter bunny? nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? yeaaa
(181) Do you wish on stars? yes.
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? no
(183) Do you think God has a gender? no
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? counteracts? uhh not sure what you mean, but religion is bullshit if that helps any
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? no, it's the root of all conflict
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? i think we just die.
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? i dunno, maybe
(188) Who is your best friend? ricky
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? prolly ricky
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? i dunno
(191) Your favorite inside joke? "do we have to get married, and like a fox! lol
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? i dunno
(193) Who's your longest known friend? fuck i dont know
(194) Newest? hmmm not sure. rochelle maybe?
(195) Shyest? chrissy
(196) Funniest? rochelle
(197) Sweetest? katelynn
(198) Closest? ricky
(199) Weirdest? i dont know, i think im weirder then any of them
(200) Smartest? all of them!
(201) Ditziest? amandaaa. you should be blonde girl!
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? johnnie
(203) Last person you talked to online? ricky
(204) Who do you talk to most online? ricky
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? anneliese
(206) Who do you trust most? ricky and anneliese
(207) Who listens to your problems? ricky anneliese amanda katelynn
(208) Who do you fight most with? i dont really right with any of them
(209) Who's the nicest? all of them
(210) Who's the most outgoing? rochelle
(211) Who's the best singer? they all have such wonderful voices!
(212) Who's on your shit-list? ppl that i dont like
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? .... lol
(214) Who's your second family? my friends
(215) Do you always feel understood? no
(216) Who's the loudest friend? rachel
(217) Do you trust others easily? yes too easily
(218) ???? - yeah.. about that
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ricky
(220) Do your friends know you? would they be my friends if they didnt?
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: ricky and amanda - Hawaii
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? no
(226) What do you find romantic? looking at the stars, walking on the beach
(227) Turn-on? eyes, nice smile, nice body, funny, sweet, easy to talk to
(228) Turn-off? cocky, obnoxious
(229) First kiss? well i kissed some kid in kindergarten, but my first real kiss..11th grade, yea im pathetic i know. lol
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? yea i like to know them very well
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? not really
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically? huh?
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? lol lets hope that some of them do
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? there hot! lol
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they can be very insensitive
(245) Do you read porn? read porn? what? dont you watch it? im confused
(246) Read the articles? what articles?
(247) Just the pics? is this still a question abot porn?
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? my mom bought me a new bathing suit
(257) Are you in love? nah i dont think so
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? give them the mmm ur hot look but then keep walking to where ever i was going
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(279) That haunted you? umm no one, lol
(280) You wanted to kill? pat
(281) That you laughed at? ricky
(282) That laughed at you? ricky...haha i dont munch the magic carpet!
(283) That turned you on? youuuu, ooh baby!
(284) You went shopping with? mom
(285) That broke your heart? i dont speak the name anymore.
(286) To disappoint you? i dunno
(287) To ask you out? umm like 2 years ago i guess, adam
(288) To make you cry? no one made me cry, i just cried
(289) To brighten up your day? umm my mom i guess
(291) You saw a movie with? ricky
(292) You talked to on the phone? mom
(293) You talked to through AIM? ricky
(294) You saw? mom
(295) You lost? umm that died, my grandpa like 4 years ago i think
- - - - - RIGHT THIS MOMENT... - - - - -
(337) Are you going out? no
(338) Will it be with your significant other? dont have one
(339) Or some random person? AND some other person? no im not going out. lol
(340) What are you wearing right now? tilt jeans and a billabong sweatshirt
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: how can i be touching a body part if im typing?
(342) What are you worried about right now? nothing
(343) What book are you reading? i dont really read
(344) What's on your mousepad? dont have one
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sleepy, weak, happy, silly, dorky(346) Are you bored? not really
(347) Are you tired? yea
(348) Are you talking to anyone online? yup, ricky
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
(350) Are you lonely or content? content
(351) Are you listening to music? yes
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1. First Name: Molly
2. Were you named after anyone? yea, Molly Ringwald
3. Do you wish on stars? Yes.
4. Which finger is your favorite finger? Middle finger definatly
5. When did you last cry? like 2 weeks ago
6. Do you like your handwriting? not really
7. What is your favorite lunch meat? turkey
8. Any bad habits? i bite my nails sometimes
9. The most embarrassing CD on the shelf? Kelly Osbourne
10. If you were another person, would you be friends with YOU? oh heck yea!
11. Are you a daredevil? i have been known to do crazy shit before, but no i dont consider myself one.
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? yea prolly. im not perfect
13. Do looks matter? id be lying if i said no. but i think personality matters more.
14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? yea at least once a day. lol
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? well duh i am irish
16. Do fish have feelings ? YES, thats a dumb question.
17. Are you trendy? in my own way. lol
18. How do you release anger? swear alot, and be a bitch.
19. Where are your second homes? um i have two homes to begin with, so i guess my third home is prolly anneliese's house.
20. Do you trust others easily? yea, even when i prolly shoudlnt b/c i end up hurt.
21. What was your favorite toy as a child? My little Pony and Books... lol yea i liked to read lot, im a dork.
22. What do you think is the most unnecessary class? Gym...oh god i mean Physical education.
23. Do you have a journal? umm what do you call this?
24. Do you use sarcasm? ooooh no id nneeevver do thattt.
25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? i wouldnt be a punk if i havent
27. What are your nicknames? shittt, lol i got lots...mollipop, mollizzle, lilo, carla, mol, moo, boobie, sparky, donkey, retard..lol most of them thanks to ricky.
28. Would you ever bungee jump? fuck yea i would, whos comming with me?!
29. Do you untie your shoes before taking them off? no, im a lazy fuckaa
30. Do you think that you are strong? if i need to be
31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? Mint Chocolate Chip
32. What's your favorite color? Pink and Black
33. What is your least favorite food? Spaghetti
34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? i dont know, do i even have any?
35. Are you in love with anyone? nah i dont think so
36. How many people have a crush on you right now? none that i know of
37. What sports do you play? i did play field hockey in high school.
38. What color pants are you wearing? Jeans
39. What are you listening to right now? The Rocket Summer
40. What are the last 4 digits of your home phone number? 1765 and 6081
41. What was the last thing you ate? chicken salad
42. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? pink duh!
43. How is the weather right now? rainy
44. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? ummm mom i think
45. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes
46. Do you like the person who sent this? i love her to pieces
47. How are you today? *thuppperr!*
48. Favorite Drink? rasberry peach snapple
49. Favorite alcoholic drink? sex on the beach, sky blue, and like anything with vodka
50. Favorite Sport? to play - field hockey to watch - umm college basketball prolly
51. Eye color? blue with some grey, green and little brow flecks, yeaa my eyes rock.
52. Contacts? nah
53. Hair color? brunette
54. Favorite month? september
55. What is your favorite food? chicken parm
56. Favorite show you watch? Lizzie McGuire
57. Favorite day of the year? September 23rd..duh!
58. Are you too shy to ask someone out? Guys are supposed to ask the girls out
59. Scary movies or happy ending? i like them both, just depends on my mood
60. Summer or winter? summer
61. Hug or kiss? Hug
62. Relationships or one-night stands? Relationship
63. Living arrangements? umm i live with my dad sometimes and my mom sometimes. its really like where ever i feel like staying
64. Books you like to read? I dont really read books alot
65. Favorite smells? sugar cookies, flowers, herbal escenses, moth balls, chinese food.
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White Houses
Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day
Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon
It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's black leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last
It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses
My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake
Maybe you were all faster than me
Give each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses
In white houses
In white houses
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I fixed a toilet today, and i had no fucking clue what i was doing. I've never had to plunge a toilet before, my dads a plumber, he does this shit for me. So anyways, the mens room bathroom toilet was clogged at work, and guess who got chosen to fix it. lol Mwahh. so i grabbed my plunger and made lisa come with me. first i was scared i did it like once and then flushed it and more water filled it and were like oh fuck its going to over flow and we started screaing and shit. then amber came in and was like twist that thing over there. so i did. then i plunged it 3 more times and all the water went down, but then we flushed it to make sure, and there was this LOUD noise and the whole room started to shake. we were screaming so loud. ppl must have thought we were dying in the mens room or something. so then i was like dude i think u shut off the water when u turned that knoby thing. so i turned it back the other way... and vooooaaallllllaaaa. it flushed perfectly. so dude my mission was successful! i had fixed the toilet. i then proceeded to wash my hands like 58359687963 times, even tho i did have gloves on, i still felt nastyy. and if ppl complain about all the noise, well i will just tell john, thats what you get for hiring all girls you retard. like dude i'll fix the toilet but it will come with some screaming. but it was hilarious tho. even amanda that was in charge of us all was laughing. so i have come to the conclussion that only weird and funny things can happen on a sunday at dunkin donuts with 8 girls working and a clogged toliet. but i saved the day. go me! if any one needs a plumber...CALL ME!
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Today was such a long day. I woke up at 5 like usual took a 6 minute shower then got ready for work. I was oroginaly only supposed to work from 6-12, but then megan called me last night and needed someone to work from 12-6, and i said well i dont think i can stay til 6 but i will stay til 3. Work was alright, the managers were liek fucking pmsing major today or something. or maybe they just hate me, ehh no worries. Valerie left me like 40 donuts to frost =) and paid me $10 to mop the floor. also, today was the first day i was shift leader, which was cool. even tho at 3ish i had to deal with some shit. megan never found anyone to work for her from 3-6, and she never showed up. so i called my bosses but none of them answered, so i started calling everyone that wasnt already working, begging them to work. but no one could. so i ended up staying til 6. and yes let me tell you. 12 hour days fucking rock my socks. im soo pooooped, like you have no idea. but i feel very accompished knowing that i actually worked and did something all day. and i get to do it tomorrow at 6 too! wahoo. aight almost bedtime for me. haha. nite nite dudes
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today was a rather boring day. my mom called and woke me up at 11 to wait for the laptop to come in the mail. so i got up and went upstairs and watched the breakfast club. man do i love that movie, it rocks even more everytime you watch it. then when it was over star wars attack of the clones was on hbo so i watched the end of that. the laptop came at like hmmm 3:45ish. so yay that was cool. i watched some old home movies today too of me and seany when we were little. lol they are so funny. ooh megan from work called today so yeaaaa tomorrow im not only working 6-12 but i am staying til 3 for her too. super! 9 hours. im going to be so dead when i get home. yea i guess thats it for now. if your cool u'll definatly comment! =)
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hey losers! =) well its like 12:12 but i feel like its like 5 in the morning, i dunno for some reason i am like so tired. anyhow i have to be up b/c i have to be here to sign in case my computer comes. shitttty, made me get up before like 2. weakkk. anyways, last night i hung out with anneliese which was pretty fun. we had trouble finding something to do tho. we went various places..DunkinDonuts, Dairy Queen, Friendlys. lol then when i was driving i hit a possum by accident b/c it was fucking sitting in the middle of the road, i thought it was already dead. ehh my bad. we drove by it this morning, and yep..its dead now. lol its like a possum pancake! i mean um rest in piece little possum dude. u will be missed by someone im sure. yea thats just about it for now i suppose. back to doing nothing b/c i have to wait for the fucking ups dude who might not even come today! RAWRR. comments pleasseeee =)
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